replaying the same fears over and over again, but my insecurities are tough to shake. They're like demons who just won't let go of me. Since May 12th, guess how many ebooks I've sold across all platforms...
Yes, I know that I need multiple titles and such to help boost sales of my debut novel. I have things I'm working on to build that up, but in the back of my head, there's that little voice that tells me that all of this is a waste of time. A VERY expensive hobby that sucks my time and my money.
Dragonfly Warrior peaked at #12 on Amazon's Bestsellers List for Science Fiction - Steampunk, and has hit the top 50 a couple of times since I published it in December. But it's been sinking like the Titanic the last couple months.
Yeah, it's pretty disheartening.
In the last 21 years, I have started and stopped this whole writing thing so many times. The only thing I've done somewhat consistently has been blogging the last nine years.
So despite some little successes here and there, there's a part of me that wonders if my resources are best spent doing something else. But I know if I quit yet again, that I'll probably end up giving it yet another try sometime down the road.
And I'm no spring chicken!
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